Today I watched a little bit porn(maybe because angry? anyway, all is excuses), and don’t know why, but it really eliminates the disgusting feeling when I think of her; This is a test, it shows the porn isn't good, it is equivalent adultery, because I don’t have any feeling anymore, no angry, no sad, why ? Because I just did adultery with some people in the movie, just like she did, my soul is rotting. It is seduce from Satan, it reduce the man's normal feeling, let man fall into deep death places.
Lord, please forgive me, this is a test; let me know- without love, all the other things are bullshit.
No matter how we cover ourselves, no matter how many excuses we make ,it just happened. Like adultery...
Lord, please don’t turn around from me, though it is a test, I know what is I should do or not should do, listen to your words without doubts cuz you are the creator, the holy father, you know what do good to your beloved son. Your son will listen to your words, because they are all benefits ,no harm. Thank you Lord for listening. In your Holy Name. Amen.
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